怎么可以这么忙
昨天终于顶不住了,晚上7点爬上床睡觉.
这两天实在太累了.几乎通宵达旦得在赶一份商业计划书里的收益成本分析,对数字很不感冒的我在电脑面前狂按计算器(没办法我实在不会也不喜欢用Excel,看到它界面就头疼).可能还嫌我不够忙,前天又接到我Freelancing公司的电话,让我务必一天之内做完3个网站,于是乎,我就在满眼的数字和图片中切换,发现这似乎是个不错的休息方式,数字算下去了,就去设计设计图片,图片没灵感了,就回来接着按计算器.
可能自从我当年赶论文后再也没有像昨天那么忙过.最后好歹两个东西都按时交了货,网站我比较有把握,但是分析表我实在拿捏不准,忐忑不安地等待老板的回馈.今天早上迅速浏览了一下邮件,没看到我预期中的批评意见,悬着的石头也算放了放吧.
周六的晚会
上周六(12日),筹划已久的ACFPU(英国华人金融协会)的Launch Party终于召开了.下午6点左右到达了Victoria Park Plaza,一眼就看到了自己设计的宣传海报,没想到打印得这么精美,基本没有色差,后来一问,原来是50镑/张的打印费,难怪咯~~
后来被安排在门口迎宾,像门神一样杵着,看到来宾要一一问候,并指引他们去前台报道,于是和陌生人打招呼的次数估计比我一辈子加起来还要多.不过发现,一般你主动和别人微笑,对方也会回报以同等的友善.
晚会大概8点左右正式开始,这次来了大概200多人,非常热闹,原本空旷的大厅显得人山人海.大家都忙着交换名片,介绍自己,我也不例外.就是后来偶尔被问到:你是学生吗?有点郁闷,看来我的样子还是没有什么说服力?一到这个时候我只好把名片掏出来,尽管如此,还是感觉有些尴尬….看来改变发型迫在眉睫了.
总体来说这次晚会很成功,扩大了ACFPU的影响力,很多人都表示出加入进来的兴趣,海内外媒体也做了一些报道,比如新华社.我也一改以往对city华人不喜欢扎堆的印象.中国人就是要多多团结,尤其是国外.也很高兴看到那么多华人精英融入到英国主流社会中,中国的未来还是很有希望的嘛!
emotional rollercoaster
I’ve been in such a bad mood today! I don’t know if it’s due to the weather change or PMS. I absolutely hate being cynical but it is just too damn hard to control yourself when your emotions are ruling everything. I get sensitive and depressed all at once. It was so hard going to work today, not because I was dead tired, but because it was just depressing to think that this is all I have to look forward to every Monday to Friday again and again. I got really irritated, because I woke up this morning deciding that I’m going to just forget about someone….just move on and stop revolving my life around that person who I shouldn’t care about at all in the first place. Then I started feeling a little better until I got a call then BAM back to square one with a stupid goofy grin on my face. I REALLY hate myself. Every single time I decide that I am forgetting about something and start to make myself okay with it something ruins it. It is damn irritating. Stop getting into my head!!!
I talk about nothing. It is the only thing I know anything about…
